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ᴇʟᴇɴᴀ ɢɪʟʙᴇʀᴛ ([personal profile] heightens) wrote in [personal profile] ex_abyssale49 2015-02-15 02:45 am (UTC)

FROM: gilbert.elena@cdc.org

Ah. Yeah, that would do it. I've been trying not to pay attention to how gross I feel, honestly. Aren't showers great?


[ well, she's better than d'artagnan. there's that, at least. ]

FROM: gilbert.elena@cdc.org

I know. It sucks, even more than it did on Ajna. I wish you weren't pulled into this, Caroline, but... You were, so we have to figure out a way to make this bearable for you.

FROM: gilbert.elena@cdc.org

What helped me was thinking about how the rest of the crew depends on Green team. We're the protectors, here, we're the ones who keep everyone safe. I can just about stomach what we do if I tell myself

FROM: gilbert.elena@cdc.org

that I'm doing it to protect everyone else. It doesn't help with the last parts, but... it helps when we're being attacked.

FROM: gilbert.elena@cdc.org

I also trust Armada. He wants to keep the crew safe, and I think he wouldn't give us orders that didn't contribute to that goal.

FROM: gilbert.elena@cdc.org

Try to find something like that. Something that helps you sleep at night.

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